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aww that part was too cute when you said you guys love has held strong!! Money is hard to get and even harder to hold on to.. I feel for you.. you seem like a really great person and I hope things start looking up for you soon!!

well I have been super busy worrying about things and working that I havent been on this site for awhile. I will start reading you guys posts more and replying back. Its just been super crazy. My uncle died this past week, his funeral was actually today and I couldnt afford to go back to missouri to go to his funeral. I feel horrible about it.. Plus I got denied for the second time for disablity and they told me that I can not work or get unemployment if i want to get approved. So I asked them if i cant work or get unemployment than you want me to be homeless and starving for the 6 months or more until i may or may not get approved for disablity. They hung up on me.. Im glad that the people that are here to help really do there job. I cant not have any income comming in so now I dont know what to do. Im getting evicted from my apt next month and really am at a loss for words. lol student loans are now garnishing my wages, what little i have left for an ungodly amount... I have tried to get food stamps, keep getting denied... have been trying churches and keep getting denied for help....I have tried general assistance and keep getting denied....So if you guys have any other options that I might be able to do please let me know!! I would appreciate someone to talk to about things right now.. In the past I had so many friends to talk too and now not many are left... Thanks as always for listening!!

 in response to yvetterntwo...   well im glad you helped her!! I believe in karma, that if you are nice, live right and try to help others that good things will come back to you! Its hard to keep faith sometimes because I feel like Ive always try to be good to everybody and it feels like I havent received the good karma back. But I still pull myself up everyday (dont know sometimes how I get out of bed and go to work) but I tend to make it through! I have a story for you also. A month ago on my way to work I was thinking about how my car was on empty and about my other expenses but lack of funds... When I saw a homeless guy on the side of the road with a sign asking for a tent because winter was comming and he had no place to live. I stopped and told him I was sorry I didnt have any money to give or a tent to help him but I have him a blanket I had in my car for emergencies and my bad of lunch I was gonna take to work. I realized that day that even though I believe in karma that I didnt care if something good happened back to me. It just made me feel good to help someone else out!! Still I felt horrible though. I should of offered to let him stay at my house for a couple of days... Sometimes our busy lives blind us of what we should really be doing.. all i had on my mind was "I cant be late for work, I gotta hurry up." Dont know where the man is now? he wasnt there when I got off work.. Another thing I realized is that sometimes you have to take chances and do things now because there might never be a later.. I just found out yesterday that my uncle passed away sat morning. He was quite young... Anyways lol I probly bored you with my long email but I hope your day is going well!! laters

 in response to yvetterntwo...   Thanks for your encouraging words!! Yep im still waiting to hear from disability (for over a year now) and I will check into the 2 others getting food stamps! Hope all is well with you!! Its nice to talk to other people that have been or are where Im at now.. bye for now!!

 in response to start all over...   Well I hope your birthday goes okay! I dont have any money to give or I would. Have faith that things will get better!

I need assistance. I dont have any parents left and Im trying to take care of two people in my household. 3 of us live in a tiny one bedroom apt with two dogs. I do have a job but it doesnt pay enough for rent, gas, utilities, food and ect. I dont qualify for food stamps so I am having a rough time. My car is breaking down also.. Scared to think about when it does. I have a serious illness so I do have alot of medical debt so I have to file bankruptcy this year... Im a huge believer in god so I have faith that things will get better!! Will u help?